How long has it been since the last time I had the time to sit in front of the screen and pen down my thoughts virtually? Mmmm.

If you don't already know, I have officially started working.

Done with the training, done with the deployment test, out on the battlefield.

It has definitely not been a smooth sailing 3months for me.

If not for the encouragements from my few very close knitted colleagues cum friends and family, I might probably have raised the white flag.

Well, this voice inside of me tells me I'm much more than that. So I'm not giving up yet. (:

In these past 3 months, I've learnt that having a justifiable upright modus operandi in life is not the way to success.

I remember prior to this post, I mentioned bout how people have pre-warned me bout the harsh reality of the working world. But I defiantly stood firm to my believes, my attitude and my mentality albeit a part of me knowing life doesn't work this way.

Having been out there, thrown out of my comfort zone, I have come to terms with the fact that in life, there's no such equation as 1+1=2.

So here's 2 words of the day from me: "Suck it."

I'm having my off today which explains this possible post here.

Been trying to strike a balance between work and social life. Unfortunately, my immune system's too weak to keep up with my mind. Down with flu and cough right now. Damn~ ='(

Sooner than you and I can imagine, 2011 will be over.

And a brand new year ensues..

2012.

I will be embracing it whole-heartedly.

I'll have a dream come true to kick off the awesome year ahead. ;)

Can't describe how excited I am.

Following that, I hope career wise will be going upstream - A chance to prove, an opportunity to be groomed, and hopefully a glimpse of light of ze future.

Nothing comes easy.

I believe shits will fall along the way right in front of me or right smack on my head.

Come what may, let's just pray that I'll have the strength to persevere and overcome em all~

Hohoho.

As for my Christmas wish?

For all my loved ones to stay happy & healthy.

For all who love me continue loving me.

For all the jinx and people-who-have-issues-with-me to scram and stay out of my life.

Hahahaha~

Oogay now I sound like a childish secondary school kid.

Thou shall not speak further. =X

Have a great weekend ahead all!

Xoxo ♥,

R